Yearning & Indifference… My latest on YouTube

Posted on August 9, 2025 by Karima Hoisan

Screenshot from YouTube

Have you ever been in a lop-sided relationship where one of you feels more than the other?
Yearning & Indifference explores this very common dynamic, through my music video  with original recited poetry.
Watch in 4K and turn up the sound (It’s very danceable)
Filmed in Second Life & my world on Kitely, “Water & Glass”
Please let me know on my YouTube Channel too if you enjoyed it:)
PS  Can you guess my favorite color??:)

Here are the lyrics:

Yearning & Indifference
You on  the right  side, stoic as a rock
Me on the left side wishing for your touch
That’s what we’ve been doing
ever since we tied the knot
I guess this is my lost  quest
that I can’t seem to give up.

I’ve changed into a thousand looks
to  try and catch your eye
you remind of a waiter
who can’t  see me, no matter how i try
Even waving madly right in front of your screen
Hello !?maybe it’s better to pay the check…and leave the scene.

Yearning & Indifference our dynamic from the start
5 years later, the hope that I can change you
is unraveling and about to come apart.
I guess I was born with  rose colored  vision
the kind that sees what you want to see and not reality
and  honestly , I’m thinking there is no way  to touch your heart.

I’m trembling in place but not from your touch
but one rejection after another is  just too much
You know I’ve caught you watching porno on your laptop screen
Is there is something else you want from me?
Well  just take some time out of your busy day
and  talk to me Just talk to me .. you know you could teach me. 
You gave me the world, just forgot the love
you don’t  really know me , and I know you…just kind 0f
In this marriage prison we both did some wasted time
Now For us to turn into a happily ever after
I wouldn’t give a dime

It’s taken me too long to put some courage in my words’
I’m  yearning to be free, today the cage is open for the bird
Churning & yearning can turn the milk and honey sour
There comes a point of no return  
when I’ll leave this ivory tower
I don’t expect you to even notice 
when the doors slam after me
so committed to your work time/playtime
little chats and secrets, 
you’ll never even hear me leave …

Karima Hoisan
August 6, 2025
Costa Rica

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26 Responses to Yearning & Indifference… My latest on YouTube

  1. daleinnis's avatar daleinnis says:
    August 9, 2025 at 3:47 pm

    Look how annoyingly oblivious that guy is, sheesh! 🙂 I think a lot of people will relate to this. AND enjoy the wonderful music and imagery and voicing. Especially impressed by the layering, in both the music and the cinematography.

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    • Karima Hoisan's avatar Karima Hoisan says:
      August 9, 2025 at 4:20 pm

      Haha and you played him perfectly Dale . Really! Thank you so much for helping me on this one. I am very pleased you enjoyed the final product,. As the music came first.. it obligated me to write a strong poem//What fun to use my only 2nd world build in Kitely from 2011.. It sure is nice and blue!! So glad you enjoyed how it all came together.

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  3. Sadje's avatar Sadje says:
    August 10, 2025 at 5:20 am

    Love this song, video and the awesome music.

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  4. Karima Hoisan's avatar Karima Hoisan says:
    August 10, 2025 at 8:30 am

    Thank you so much for making the trip Sadje…I was waiting in the YouTube doorway with coffee in my hand… “Ahlan!! “

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  5. Michele Lee's avatar Michele Lee says:
    August 10, 2025 at 12:17 pm

    “It’s very danceable” Got my attention. 🤩 Teasing… I enjoy your creative shares, dancing or not. Thank you and best to you, Karima. 💃🏻

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  6. P. J. Gudka's avatar P. J. Gudka says:
    August 11, 2025 at 5:30 am

    Loved the lyrics and excited to watch the video 😊

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  7. Dawn Pisturino's avatar Dawn Pisturino says:
    August 11, 2025 at 10:43 am

    Wonderful video! Yes, I’ve been in relationships like this. So unfulfilling!

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  8. Cindy Georgakas's avatar Cindy Georgakas says:
    August 11, 2025 at 7:09 pm

    So expressive and honest revealing of how relationships can be even with the best of intentions and love that gets blocked in a busy world. Great visuals and video I just loved! Remember to leave the link for your slooooow friend.. lol 😂❤️

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