The past came for lunch today one after another they sat in chairs at the dining room table that was set for less and so some stools and some odd chairs were added until we were all sitting down. There was much expectation.. I saw everyone smiling because the past had come for lunch today and met up with now at the dining room table…right now making new memories…that sometime in the future would be great ones to remember from the past.
Each carried a bridge that they laid down straight to my heart and the memories flowed over it and laughter skipped over it and heaping plates of rice with chicken, were shuffled back and forth on the magical conveyor belt below the girders. Then our mouths opened for talking and our mouths opened for laughter and our mouths opened for eating.
We marveled that we were still coherent and alive still in the same country still connected after years of silence and it felt like … just like Time had stopped then jerked us into the present, which was now… which was at this dining room table of laughter and good food… and it was like no time had gone by and it was also like we had missed so many lifetimes forgot to make more memories too busy in our daily lives to try to even do a few.
By the time coffee was served We had agreed this must happen once again… make memories not only recall them… There was still time and we all wanted to. So we agreed on a date, and even a menu and our eyes sparkled in mirth and irony… because we realized we had just invited the past to come back again into the future.
From LINC Islandwith love and best wishes
for a healthy, happy and creative2018!! From (left to right)Karima-Odracir-Natascha (Joey is missing:(
The LINC Islanders!! (LINC Island in SL since 2006:) Love and great hopes for the New Year!
I think I will begin by showing you our movie:) This is the 25th collaboration for Randt & Hoisan,also known as The Team:) Please enjoy it in HD and Fullscreen and then if you are interested in a bit of the history on making it.. keep reading below.
I could write a book about the making of this movie..but I think I’m too lazy; nevertheless, there are things that need to be said about this one..for the record and just to look back on years from now and remember the trials and errors and breakthroughs and near breakdowns we all lived through while making it.
I have revisited some of my other posts about our entries for the UWA and it seems I am always saying..that this one or that one was the most complicated etc etc, but objectively, I think “The River of Forgetting” wins that prize hands down! It was soooooo complicated to make this movie..that sometimes I felt really crazy..I would lose my concentration and would just stand there thinking…whaaat?
One of the factors that made this difficult was that we filmed about 95% of this machinima on Kitely-Virtual Worlds on Demand. It is a a great compliment to the Kitely machinery, that it was even possible. OpenSim in general, and Kitely in particular is stable enough and powerful enough to be able to shoot a movie of this caliber, get ample fps and be able to fill a world with many prims. It would not have been possible, even a few years ago.
The Beginning of an idea..and a world…July 2017
The other very complicated thing we had with this movie, is that Nat made the mesh clothes for the avatars to wear. The avatars themselves had to have the same body shape, height, hair in Kitely as they did in the intro shot and also backstory scenes that were shot in Second Life. We had to have rigged mesh clothes to wear and unrigged mesh clothes to throw. We had to have some unrigged clothes to throw that were physical, but we also needed non-physical unrigged clothes to add my swirling textures and make them disappear with a script. Just keeping this wardrobe together, remembering what had a script, what had textures, what was to go into a cannon and be catapulted in an arc into the water just as an avatar was throwing it folded up… was all very complicated to say the least.
No littering of the river….everything that fell in was dissolved by little river creatures
We had some textures that were triggered by just landing on the water, others, we had to write /99108 and others we had to write /99107.We had to bring in bvh motion capture animations and alter them and make our own tossing and throwing animations that would look close enough to the real thing. The main thing is that all the fading and disappearing and swirling were done in real time. Each had to be coordinated to the ship, moving away, the cannon lobbing clothes, the avatars dropping their backpacks or tossing their jackets. We never used particles…all the special effects were done with rotating textures…and I think in the end, it worked! Dale and I earned our SFX credit by working closely together and texturing each piece of clothing, each picture, each knapsack that fell into the water.
It doesn’t look like a lot, when you see it in the film, but it got so confusing, our workshop was scattered all over a lawn, and half the time I didn’t even know what was what..linked? unlinked? scripted? unscripted? We even had a hard time figuring out when we could get our little foursome together for shoots and it was what started us using the expressions “rigged and unrigged time” that everyone learned to understand somehow..and we managed to pull off our shoots in both Sl and Kitely with some kind of schedule….and much laughter…and much unrigged time:) I think we went through daylight savings, but then some of us (the unrigged ones..didn’t) Apart from almost coming unrigged myself during the process, it was a lot of fun too and Nat got to do some very innovative filming. I hope you will agree.
Now to the star of our video! The undisputed star is Silas Merlin’s gorgeous and colorful pastel boat entitled “Funerary Ship” Silas made this movie possible by allowing us to take his SL Art Work off the grid and permit us to import it into Kitely, where I had the possibility of building a sim just for it and our UWA project.
Silas’s Ship arrives on Kitely – Virtual Worlds on Demand
It was a moment of rejoicing for Nat & I
Nat, meanwhile, was building an SL set for the beginning of our film, while I was making the Kitely set.
Nat’s beginning of her set for our film in SL
We worked closely with Silas and he was willing to give us the textures he used on the ship, so Nat could make avatars from them, and I could make a landing ballet tent for the final dance. This movie would have absolutely been impossible to make, if it weren’t for Silas’s total cooperation and willingness to help.
Interestingly, when I first saw the Ship at the UWA and told Nat about it, I thought we could use a poem I already had that I recited to the music of the composer, David Darling. It was about that final ride, down the river Lethe, and it was about death and crossing over to the final shore. Before I read Silas’s “About My Entry,” we had begun to work on this idea and I even wrote to David Darling and asked permission to use his music “Untold Stories” (which miraculously he gave me:) but by then..I read Silas’s motivation and….well it changed EVERYTHING. I had to find new music, write a new poem and align our movie with the artist’s reasons for creating his art piece. This was something so new for both Nat and I..but we flowed with it and I am so happy we did. The music,”Between Worlds” by Roger Subirana Mata gave me “goosebumps” the first and the 100th time I heard it. It is an amazingly emotional and beautiful piece of work, and I bought a license to use it on YouTube from Jamendo for this project. Once again, Dale Innis was instrumental in moving our boat and all the scripts we used to make our special effects. Without his help, we could not have pulled this off. I’d love to have a $ for every time I said, “Nat, you’re going to kill me..but…butt…” We literally changed horses (or ideas) in midstream and listened to the soundtrack and tried to just…”let it go”
Negotiating with the Captain
Last but not least, a very heart-felt thank you to our wonderful cast. They showed up when we needed them and most importantly, were so much fun when we filmed them, both in SL and Kitely in both rigged and unrigged Time too:) Nat and I have it very clear and agree on this last point. No matter what happens as far as the judging goes; if Silas is happy with what we did with his Funerary Ship, then we are happy too.
This one is for you Silas, your talent and your generosity of spirit!! It is our hope that we have honored you, with our entry..
Dark days, sad days
Chopin on a piano playing;
grey skies, about to rain
feels like night at 10 am.
A droplet hits the window pane.
How depressing!
Don’t turn on the little table light,
the bedside lamps…
Now this room’s a Scottish castle
bleak and damp; a dungeon door has closed,
a burst of light then thunder rumbles…
Inside you’re desolate, trapped and cold.
Dark days, cozy days
Chopin on a piano, playing,
grey skies, about to rain
feels like night at 10 am.
A droplet hits the window pane.
How perfect!
Turn on the little table light,
the bedside lamps…
Now this room’s a Scottish castle
with Rembrandt glow, spiced tea and pie
a burst of light then thunder rumbles
Inside, you’re safe and snug and dry.
Somehow, while the world was turning
I got left on the outside..standing still.
Everything seemed normal and yet
I sensed that I was missing.
Things flashed by me, while saxophones wailed like sirens
and yet, I was frozen, in place, in time, in space
The black night kept me hanging, while the colors
swirled around me, the laughter, the warmth,
but I was unable to take part…
being on another plane looking in,
seeing without living,
breathing without being alive.
I am very proud to be giving a talk at this International Expo, about my use of virtual worlds on Kitely-Virtual Worlds on Demand as a medium to bring my poetry alive and in 3D. Recreating them in virtual worlds permits anyone who wants to, to enter and become part of my verse. My talk will be in Spanish, but there will be translations available for all the different speakers. Saturday, December 16th will be the Spanish and German presenters and Sunday December 17th, the Italian and French presenters. I cordially invite you all to attend and if you don’t yet have an avatar to use on the Hypergrid, now is the time to get one. I recommend Kitely – Virtual Worlds on Demand as your first encounter with Opensim. From there, you can easily access any and all of the worlds located on the Hypergrid, including this very special 4 region world built exclusively for this Expo. Here is the direction to put in your map when you are ready to take the leap: HIE Landing Hope to see you all there and happy Hyper-gridding!!
Please listen to the recording with kalimba music to get the total experience of this performance poem. click here
Round ‘n Round
Spinning… round and round. Spinning round… and round planets, orbits, atoms, electrons, cycles seasons, loops, spheres… lives, deaths, births, now you’re here and now you’re not now you’re coming, now you’re going ceaselessly, endlessly, perpetually, kinetically, infinitely Spinning round and round
Turning……round and round Turning round… and round dancers, wind vanes, stirring spoons, fish schools, whirlpools windmills, calendar pages, corkscrews, older, wiser, sweet to sour, warm to colder Here’s your Monday and now your Sunday You’re just beginning and now it’s over constantly, effortlessly, slowly, quickly, dervishly Turning……round and round
Changing….round and round Changing round… and round minds, appetites, ideas, traditions, values customs, costumes, times now you are religious and now you are an atheist now you are a loner and now you are a joiner transforming, evolving, reshaping, remaking, reordering, modifying, refining, refashioning redesigning, Changing….round and round
Karima Hoisan Nov. 12, 2017
*Author’s note. I want to thank Jacquelyn Meyers for sharing with me a YouTube of the “World’s Most Beautiful Instruments” The kalimba I used in this poem recording, is the one being played in this video and can be heard on its own :
(for Carminho, Mariza, Amália Rodrigues etc etc)
*Please listen to the song by Carminho that inspired this poem by clicking here
Ahhh, all you Portuguese singing ladies who torch my night! How did you get that way? How did you find this beat with that sound,
the depth that makes me swoon and puts me to dream of
cerulean smokey perfumed rooms? Oh, your lilting teasing voices, those pauses,
that passion, my oh my! You transport me to embroidered curtains,
crystal fluted glasses, full red lips and moons. You are the remedy for a rainy day;
you are my favorite and only happy pill, that I ingest through my ears,
until I am feeling warm all over. Your voices are the only transport I need,
to fly to faraway places, even to my long forgotten fantasies. All of you wear the face of my muse in liquid- audio,
and if that’s not enough, You make me turn on the light and write in the dead of night, this poem.
Well, it has been almost a week since the first screening of Derendered — THE most colourful machinima ever from Randt & Hoisan Productions.
There was poetry, there was the screening, there was music, party and laughter. There was joy 😀
Lucky me got to participate as an extra once again so I did have an inkling of what lay ahead. But as always the actual machinima exceeded all expectations. It’s beautiful, it’s rich, it’s artistic, it’s no less then love of life.
But it’s not the ‘suck it up and deal with it’-kind of living. It’s the ‘I ain’t taking your bullshit anymore’-way. The message is clear: Fiercely protect beauty and kindness and wipe away all that is ugly, presumptuous and downright evil. Surround yourself with friends who make you stronger!
In a virtual world that’s just as easily done as said: ‘Derender, I say…
So…the screening is over..we all ate and danced too much etc etc.. now is the time to show off our little 24th newborn to those of you, who could not make it to the party.
As we wrote in the “desclaimer” in our YouTube info, this is a light- hearted -video made to entertain and asks the question: “Haven’t you ever wished you had the power to derender in real life someone or something….sometime? Be honest…haven’t you?
Someone from our cast said, “You guys make it look easy,” and being objective it does look that way, but when you break it down..there is always a lot of work to bring these crazy surreal words and ideas into visual scenes. I think Nat and I did REALLY a lot of brainstorming on this one..and of course found some challenges that required lots of thinking outside the box..(one of our favorite things to do:)
We took a little longer than we wanted, because 3 commercial movies came our way before we could try to finish this one..So the labor was long, but the baby is finally here and healthy:) Thanks to our cast and all those who supported us with their special gifts and talents, A special thank you to Menubar Memorial (Jason Rainbows) for his rainbow tears and once again for the great logo he made for us, seen at the end of credits. A special thanks to Luna, who without knowing we were doing this movie, gave me a Bubble Rezzer! Nat created a gorgeous city park and the venue where we held the screening, also appears in the video. Thanks to Nat, a new spot on LINC is born too, LINC Park Pavilion.
I think we might say this after we complete all our movies..but we say it, because it’s true… Thanks to all our friend-fans, family-fans, fan-friends who make us want to keep on making movies for their enjoyment as well as ours:) So without you all..Nat and I would just take up knitting and that would be the end of Randt & Hoisan. Without further detours, I give you, “Derendered” our #24 and here’s to #25!!
As always fullscreen and HD and turn it up! Enjoy everyone. Let us know what you think…