“The Docks” Poem For Scottius Polke

"...in shades of azure's blue on blue..."

"...no moon, no stars just sapphire depths..."

(please open the music link in a new tab, it is very much a part of the poem’s mood)
Untold Stories~David Darling

“The Docks”
inspired by the artistic installation “The Docks”
dedicated to Scottius Polke, the artist

I might go mad tonight in shades of azure’s blue on blue,
I know now I am not the first but little comfort does that bring.
My boat to nowhere calls and sunrise stays immobilized like lobsters in a trap,
no moon no stars just sapphire depths unchallenged bogs of souls and fireflies.
Steady timid waves lap pilings marking time, while all goes still before my eyes.

"my boat to nowhere calls..."

My chair in rocking repetition will also go nowhere tonight.
The glass-bottled blue conspires to steal me from a wished-fed sleep.
Waving arms of lighthouse beams are warning me to stay awake,
the child in me sees evil in gyrating high volt streams, porcelain twisting faces.
Death’s false peace creaks the boards, while nostalgia dives and swims to other places.

"waving arms of lighthouse beams..."

I am considering this might not be my life or Life at all,
now straddled by cold mist,  fear comes edging up the land, to invade my vacuum.
Was it in rage the lighthouse took on another fearsome shape,
throwing off its buoyant bobbers in a flailing fatal whipping?
Did all hell break loose in drunken loneliness in this same chair in which I’m sitting?

"...throwing off its' buoyant bobbers..."

I see the little replicate who will never take his namesake’s place
Broken in a float not fixable not whole, scars within his painted light of sight.
The rhythmic warning of the vision came to him too late…too late
What happened on these docks to keep that gruesome windmill churning?
Not even amber candle light inside the shack can warm these blues by burning.

"...not even amber candlelight inside the shack..."

Sadness mourns the death of hope, colored shards will never see a new-born day.
Rocking my way gently to delusion, the phantom light house beckons while it haunts.
I am in it’s seductive numbing headlights, and the past pulls the bobber under
Forever on these docks I will look for whoever left the candles burning down
Forever in ink of indigo I am captured, a stunned but willing prey to this dock bound.

"...forever in ink and indigo, I am captured..."

Karima Hoisan
Feb.24,2011
The Docks at Originalia SL

* note Originalia is Amase Levasseur’s sim, dedicated to art in SL
New Installations by Em Larsson, Scottius Polke, RAG Randt & Eliza Wierwight will be opening on Sunday Feb. 27th. at 3pmslt “The Docks” I will do another post on the other artists showing tomorrow. This poem asked to be born first…as poems often do.

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Miscellaneous Moments Off The Beaten Track (Train Saga poem #6)

"Old Holler"~Plebeja~ a sweet place to rest with no ban lines

How does this traveling girl spend her free time when she puts her train away?
She stays open and loose to what comes at sunrise up until the end of the day.

a feast for the eyes

There is a lot to be seen and to explore a few meters from the rails
So this girl takes a day to experiment along a few  less traveled trails.

Off-track in Athetis at dawn

The trail is well worth the fact that you do have to find your own horse,
But the land and riders are protected and it’s a beautiful high mountain course.

Just a stone's throw from the smokey tracks

Dawn was breaking and the path led on to unknown beauty and mystery
The click-clack was traded in for hypnotic hoof beats, all of it part of her history.

a path full of beauty and mystery on Route 6 Athetis

The Great Wall opened its’ entrance, this elevated tunnel stretching for miles
Starting in Spini and ending at Horisme over 11 sims, a true equestrian trial!

spanning eleven sims ..the crossings were unpredictable

She took a long jog and did exercises in a bright colored building near the station,
Then sat on a bench in fields of flowers musing while  she practiced meditation.
Railway gym just a jog down the tracks

"...in silent meditation..."

Because she was open to talking to strangers, later on she almost got into a jam,
But her kidnapping became a musical, when she showed them she could be a ham.

"She almost got herself into a jam" (Menubar "Gadahfi" Memorial on patrol)

"she showed them she could be a ham" (with her high-kicking kidnapper MenuBar Memorial)

At lunch time she ran into Suze, with whom she was as close as two sisters can be
After dining on shrimp in Arches, they belly danced with a friend to Cheb Mami.

"as close as two sisters can be"

"Dining on shrimp in the Dining Car at Arches"

It was the birthday of sister Suze so they  celebrated with hip wiggling and joy
Camille beamed in from the future, her leather- killer moves were the real maccoy.

"Camille beamed in from the future"

Her free day was nearing its’ end, the sun was falling to the sea in a splash
Just when she thought of going back to the track, she walked off her sim in a crash.

"At the end of the day, she walked off her sim in a crash"

The End

Karima Hoisan
Feb.23,2011
Misty Shores Linc Island SL

*see my comment for landmarks

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“Wishing To Be Freed”

(please open the music link in a new tab to listen while you read the poem)
As Long As Grasses Grow And Rivers Run~ David Darling

On alien air kisses I hovered passing close to you
beast and angel becoming one inside of me.
That odd orange and green was our night’s color scheme
multicolored moving glows, surrounding our cracked halos.
How familiar it did seem, as if in my last lucid fluid dream,
I remembered how I breathed and each breath took me deeper.
We pump our themes under frightened canopies.
We pump our lives into each other just to catch that extra breath,
because loneliness passes in swimming schools,
and our eyes stay fixed and we choose not to look or move.
Should we trade our passion for smiles,
or let it drift into visions until it pours and floats away?
Like a small remembering, old youth circulates in our sap, our blood our beast.
Whipping it back into form, the colors sadly fading,
we choose to cage it, in tufted bubbles of sobriety.
Sweet dark perception…  savage calling… stay away!
Intent is so much more than the crime
and these eyes can not help but plead guilty
to wishing to be freed.

Karima Hoisan
Feb.22,2011
Parallel Worlds ~ Farscape SL

*note: This amazing build by claudia222 Jewell can be seen here http://slurl.com/secondlife/Farstar%20New%20Earth/105/187/410

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Karima at “Kari’s Kantina del Mar” Friday March 4th 7pmslt

Poetry by Karima Hoisan ~Poster by Menubar Memorial

Friday March 4th at 7pmslt I will be giving my latest Poetry Reading on Stream
at my own venue “Kari’s Kantina del Mar” on Linc Island.
I use  images and music to accompany each poem, and those of you who might see this post and have not yet come to one of my readings, I invite you most warmly to join us and hopefully be pleasantly entertained in a very unique way.
For those who come regularly to my “stream -weaving performances” I have almost all new poetry to share this night and invite you  to come and bring a friend that you think might enjoy it too. I am looking forward to giving this reading and hope you will join me in celebrating the emotive joy of the spoken word. Here is a picture of my venue below.

Kari's Kantina del Mar Linc Island

Just grab this Taxi and I will look for you at 7pmslt- Friday March 4th at “Kari’s”
http://slurl.com/secondlife/LINC%20ISLAND/23/113/24

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“Pushed Me Then”

“Those steep climbs to the rough-edged top…”

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\”Pushed Me Then\” Karima Hoisan~music: \”Helpless\” ~ Neil Young

Pushed Me Then
for O.

In the colors of the night I surrender to everything I  can remember of you,
smooth caramel sweetness warm and stuck in the ripped -out  pages of  my mind.
Those steep climbs to the rough-edged top,
standing hand in hand we planned our future, and we could now see  for 100 miles across the game-board of our lives
but you pushed me then…
You always pushed me there at the end
and I was falling…
you made me fall and fall and fall
until I fell more in love with you before I hit the ground.

Indigo moonrise, standing at the open window ledge,
my swollen lips in the crystal-gray glow mouthing
“I don’t know” I don’t know”
Your smile like fireflies blinging in my eyes,
” Oh Come on… lets try it all over again.”
I came back and when  I was  once again close enough to touch
you pushed me then…
You always pushed me there at the end
and I was falling…
you made me fall and fall and fall
until I fell more in love with you before I hit the ground.

Red ring around my screen name’s view,
means I’m mortally wounded once again by you.
Kisses start turning into punch-time kick boxing pantomime.
Graceful adversaries in our bloody game,
we just can’t seem to make it change..
I feel the breeze hit my eyes,
“Oh look we made it to the top again”
but you pushed me then…
You always pushed me there at the end
and I was falling…
you made me fall and fall and fall
until I fell more in love with you before I hit the ground.

Color us done
color us over
fade us into nothing
but memories and poetry.
Bury us under lilac flowers and graveyard tombs
with crawling white clover rooms.
Stick us away from the light of the day.
Forgive us for being this way,
please forgive us for being this way.
Color us ended
color us gone
fade us into oblivion into the next sad song
into these verses repeating all night long

but you pushed me then…
You always pushed me there at the end
and I was falling…
you made me fall and fall and fall
until I fell more in love with you before I hit the ground.

Karima Hoisan
Oct.30,2010
©Karima Hoisan all rights reserved

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“Skinned Knees and Hapless Strangers” (Train Saga poem #5)

"She pulled out before the red-dawn light..."

“Skinned Knees and Hapless Strangers”
music:(please open music link in a new tab to enjoy while reading) How’s It Going To End ~ Tom Waits

She pulled out before the red- dawn light hit the tree tops
And traveled through county after county of noxious pollution
All she knew was she would not be returning that way ever again
And that retracing her tracks back to Andiana, would never be the solution.

"...caught in a web of no-entry beams..."

Somewhere near Agora her humble train derailed and slid off a trestle
She got caught in a web of no entry beams that flipped her down a ditch

"Almost breaking her neck and skinning her knees..."

Almost breaking her neck and skinning her knees, she started to wrestle
with the idea of leaving her locomotive behind or find someone who would switch.

"She ran back to Bedstraw..."

She ran back to Bedstraw through tunnels and desert cactus flowers
The sky was swirling in colors and strange signs and vehicles floated in the air

Hostility now a constant back theme as she jogged towards Castle Towers
The ghost of a small mutant- being zipped ahead like a rabbit out-running a snare.

"Choose us instead of Death!"

Danger! She felt Danger everywhere and so vulnerable off the tracks
Her lungs were aching from the effort and poison posing as a breath
Then an apparition chugged out of the fetid steamed-air, ’twas  a moving smoke stack
Three wayfarers holding on for their lives yelled,”Choose us instead of Death!”

"The Driver lost control at Agora Mall..."

But Death seemed to be another passenger riding along in their car on patrol,
Like a transparent stranger who caused accidental  derails when least expected,
And just as they steamed  past Agora Mall, the silent driver in front lost control,
They all screamed and white -knuckled the railings as over the bridge they disconnected.

"The sky bled and she saw visions of war..." ~photo Missy Rothmanay

What was the last thing she remembered? What ran through her head full of curls?
The sky bled and she saw visions of war, sky ships and the Mayan Prophecies

"The car lost its' battle to gravity..." ~ photo by Missy Rothmanay

Traumas from childhood mixed with beet root sunsets, a line of cyborg chorus girls
The car lost its battle to gravity and she blacked out mumbling something by  Socrates.

"When she awoke she was the only one left on the train"

When she awoke she was the only one left on the train, and was pulling into Myron Station
The fate of the hapless strangers was uncertain, but they were nowhere to be found,
Dizzy and confused but thankful to be alive, she headed towards Datana to continue her migration
But was rail-blocked by a hydra-headless- phallacy, who was crawling its way out of the ground.

"... rail-blocked by a hydra-headless-phallacy..."

She left her  train on the tracks taking it as a sign, when she came across another hand car.
The small things in life and on the rails, were the best gifts, if you knew how to live the day.
With the wind at her back and sounds of rare mountain birds calling out to her from afar,
She rode until she knew she had arrived, at what would prove to be her first happy stay.

"With the wind at her back..."

to be continued…

Karima Hoisan
Feb.18, 2011
Poecila, SL

*We will leave our poor girl to rest and recuperate for a while before  she resumes her travels. The time for hot baths, new clothes and romance seems to be right about now…

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A Girl Has To Dream (Train Saga poem #4)

"She can dream of three cars with her name lettered on the sides"

A Girl Has To Dream
( Please open music link in a new tab to enjoy) Country Waltz~Angelo Badalamenti

A Girl can dream about trains and wear her heart on her sleeve.
She can dream of three cars with her name lettered on the sides,
Or maybe someone to love her, as she wanders and wonders where she will sleep…
In the end, a map-less journey with no real plan, is what will  define her ride.

" she wanders and wonders where she will sleep.."

She can envision big tract homes with a sauna and swimming pool,
To feel what it would be like to be the mistress of the mansion,
To have hardwood floors that didn’t move, tiled showers and a closet full of shoes,
Instead of her hand car that made her feel sweaty, sun- burned, and quite phantom.

"...to have hardwood floors that didn't move"
People seemed to pass right through her, all who she met along the way
They hurried on to destinations somewhere far-destined and further down the tracks
The only conversation she had shared while she was moving through the days
Was with some Bedstraw penguins who seemed stiff and never answered back.

"...some Bedstraw penguins who seemed stiff."

Still traveling through Bedstraw, she found a stand with handmade steam engines,
Basic in design, costing only a coin, the advantage was they rolled on their own .
She figured her days of standing and pumping would be  coming to an end then
And pulling out her last 10L she started it up and left for towns and stations unknown.

"the advantage was they rolled on their own"

Some times a girl can have nightmares as she is riding the rails,
Castles become monsters and hallucinations change clouds into death ray beams.

"Castles become monsters..."

In those times, it’s best to find a grape arbor, sit on a post and eat sweet fruit until full,
Find a spot in Cycnia to sleep through the night,  because at the end of the day…
a girl has to dream.

"it's best to find a grape arbor..."

"Even in Cycnia a girl has to dream"

Karima Hoisan
Feb.15, 2011
Cycnia JERS Railway SL

to be continued…

*Please see my comment for slurls to some of these places

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“Happy Valentine’s Day” (Train Saga telegram #3)

I Believe in Love

Happy Valentine’s Day from Beautiful & Remote Bedstraw SL

“I’m on the remote rails but thinking of you
Nights I wish I had your arms around me
You know I’ll be back when it’s time to come home
I tossed you some diamonds like breadcrumbs to find me”
~*~
a bee

trapped in a cup
stuck to the honeyed floor
that’s me in the sweetness of love
hopeless
~*~
so many soul-mates
invaded her soul,
washed in
with the morning tide
or appeared on her dock
bathed in crickets and moonlight.
They rained on her picnic
soft petals of sunshine
or whispered in letters
while she danced with another.
They bound her in silk straps
and rode her to glory
or sat at her feet while
she wrote their next chapter
waltzed her
in tears
boleros and tangos
tickled her silly
until she  begged them to
“Stop it!!”

So many soul-mates
invaded her soul
leaving chamber doors open
to come back and remember
stretching the inside
so she could welcome the others,
all promised to her, as she too was
promised,
all connected by threads
though unseen sewed together.

So many soul-mates invaded her soul….

Karima Hoisan
Sept.10, 2009
Misty Shores Linc Island SL

For All my soul-mates I have found
on Life’s Railway
I am sending you my love
On this Valentine’s Day
~*~

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“Bad Luck In Tenera” (Train Saga poem #2)

“Bad Luck In Tenera”(Train Saga poem#2)

"...She climbed North through Webworm and Lutra..."

She breathed a sigh as the day grew brighter and her fears and nightmares were suddenly over,
Bees buzzed in their flowers, and in the air she inhaled the aroma of field after field of sweet clover.
The bomb blasts, now a thing of the past, she climbed North through Webworm and Lutra  to towns up high.
As she reached Crumbi Junction, the country rails were like freedom, eyes stung with emotion, liberation’s breeze made her sigh.

"...She was looking up towards Tenera..."

She was  looking up towards Tenera and saw the Metal Man gigantic against the afternoon sky,
But she forget about dangers coming from above, and the psychotic surprises of  her grungy home- town sci-fi.
A robotic sculpted reminder of aerial blitzes from aliens and things large, raging many an attack,
Because the hypnotic melody, almost made her nod to sleep played by the wheels in a repeating clickety -clack.

",,,As it started to get dark, she wished she could lay down for a rest..."

As it started to get dark, she wished she could lay down for a rest, her locomotive was not good for sleeping,
And her impromptu siesta underneath the watchful eyes of the Tin Man of Tenera did not make her feel in safe keeping
But she knew it might be key to find a patch in the grass and allow herself an hour to drift into dreams.
And when she awoke to find the track empty,  her train vanished  into the night air
she learned the hard way, nothing along the rails is what it seems.

"... her train vanished into the night air..."

"...,nothing along the rails is what it seems...."

She ran down the track, no idea where she was going, chasing a train stolen when deep sleep overtook her.
That train was her ticket to somewhere much better, and this thought pushed her to look for a life saving transfer
The humid air mixed with cool night formed a cloud all around her, legs raced on automatic, her brain stoked the fire inside,
Exhausted she stopped at a beach park of hammocks, chose one by the palm trees and laid her head down, then she cried and she cried.

"She ran down the track, no idea where she was going..."

"... laid down her head and she cried and she cried."

But something.. an idea, as if  hope at last tapped her , holding her tight while she rocked in her tears,
She would find other transport but the key was to stay moving, she would sleep only the minimal and conquer her fears.

"She sat herself upright and looked into the moonlight..."

She sat herself upright  and looked into  the moonlight, her mind was made-up like  there’d be no turning back,
And then right in front like a miracle, like a gift with her name, sat a hand-powered pump car all alone on the track.

"...sat a hand-powered pump car all alone on the track."

Karima Hoisan
Feb.12,2011
Misty Shores Linc Island SL
©2011 all rights reserved

and on to parts yet unknown

To be continued…

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“Andiana City” (the beginnings of the Train Saga poem#1)

Andiana City...a poor town under siege

My SLRR Train Saga will take place on the Mainland (a mysterious and seldom visited land by this island hugging poet.)  I confess my ignorance of this varied and surprising world and will hopefully correct it by dedicating quite a lot of time to it, in order to complete my journey along the SL Railroad System. The idea is to write many poems as I travel around the intricate system of train stations, junctions and switch-backs and the different lines, beginning to know the residents, shop keepers, and railway enthusiasts who have made their homes, and their lives near to the railroad tracks.
So, my Saga begins in  a place called Andiana City of Dubia, and the answer to my last post about what the two pictures had in common was simply that they can both be found bordering the Mainland tracks. I hope you enjoy my poetic version of my journey and decide to come and pick up a free train of your own and begin to see this little-known treasure offered to us all by SLRR and The Jers (Joint Eastern Railway System)
(open this music link in a new tab to enjoy while you read the poem)
Cold Cold Ground ~ Tom Waits

just another noob -powered Industry along the tracks

“Andiana City”
(poem #1 in the SLRR Train Saga)


And so it began, her destiny in a  poor town under siege
Attacked, in the grips of cluster bombs, plane crashes, and laser fire
Having neither  job, home, hearth or a generous liege,
She began to ride the rails, forced to escape from her own funeral pyre.

forced to escape from her own funeral pyre.

It was the War of the Worlds in this industrial city on the tracks
She never walked through the streets, but she ran, her heart a flutter,
And took shelter from the rockets, mid air crashes and shots to her back
In an un-manned pump station, across from the church, along the gutter.

A near "zap" by an alien laser while she tried to collect her thoughts

Holding up in the pump station...writing it down

She thought she heard the sounds of zombie soldiers on midnight prowls,
Her imagination sparked by adrenaline and low blood sugar churning,
Outside the convenience store lay a poor victim cut in half and disemboweled,
Her appetite was lost on every corner, watching the town go down burning.

"Her appetite was lost on every corner"

"... hallucinations of King Kong."

Avoiding the dead, the loneliness,  dropping bombs, and  hallucinations of King Kong,
Staving off starvation on pizza slices  snatched at the end of another horror filled day,
She ran down to the train station hearing a free give- away train had come along
She never looked back as she jumped on-board and made her  desperate get- away.

"...Staving off starvation on pizza slices..."

"...a free give- away train had come along..."

Karima Hoisan
Feb.11,2011
Andiana City, Dubia SL
©2011 all rights reserved
*my Special thanks to Jer Straaf of Andiana City and “Heavily Scripted Industries” for looking the other way when I took over the pump station

She never looked back as she jumped on-board

and the Saga continues…

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